Today after chem paper i went to lp to study.. i saw u behind. I was too tired to walk fast or i purposely didnt walk fast i also dont know:/ hmm.. wah good boi wor cross the traffic light. Haha. When i was in mac and you two walk pass i kept looking. U both looking in too, are u looking at me??:/ i wonder:C i did and awkward wave but i didnt see u wave back): u said u did but im not sure. Haha!
Wah after studying with weldon syal melcolm hakim govin syal sent me home! Thanks!!
Tuesday, 30 October 2012
, 11:29 pm
sometimes i really dont understand wats going in ur mind!
i jus get back my own book also cannot? u alrdy gt yrs why dont return mine until i ask u?? i had alrdy apologise to u for nt telling u n i had my reasons too! cant u jus dont be so petty? i dun feel lik im a friend of urs.. u onli talk to me when u lik it.. i noe every person is nt perfect n i noe im annoying at times.. but must u keep doin these to me?if u doesnt want talk to me jus say! i dun lik to b an idiot.. u dun1 talk to me its ur prob dun pull others dwn.. and pls do a self reflection.. u also complain abt ppl but did u ever look at hw u behave.. im tired of this alrdy.. its up to u wat u want..i dont bother alrdy!
i rly feel vry bad when i cant do anything to make u smile was u r dwn but yr frens always do i so easily..is this the gap btween us? or is it jus me? i cant mix ard wif ppl? or m i always close when i appear in front of u guys?
WHAT AM I TO YOU?
Monday, 8 August 2011
, 11:39 am
tmr is nt a gd day..
elise n wanjie going to be talked by mdm a sure got fight agn.. haz..
why cant they just stop this! i felt so guilty doin so many thing n tellling lies to my fren.. i dunno which side to help.. can i not b invovle in this?
haz. hoping tmr will b a better day..
dunno why 2day my mood is vry gloomy n fustrated.. its nt the me that im.. whatever i do or watever i hear i felt so angry n irritated easily!
tmr mock test JYJY!!
Thursday, 28 July 2011
, 7:40 pm
i tink im the lousy n useless fren on earth..
i cant even believe it! i hate between a sandwich between u guys!
i hate to choose 1 out of 2 especially i cant decide!
This time rd u rly too much! u had gone over the line n idk to clear up for u..
poor elise cry til so poor thing and u stil continue.. idk which sides to trust or wat!
im stuck! i cant tink! i feel so lousy! i cant bring myself up to stop all this! elise told me so many things i feel so guilty if i contiue to tell u n u continue to say her..i rly dunno wat to do! who can help me!! but whn u ask me wat she tell me i cant lie to u! i rly dunno wat to do. both of u are my frens! why?! i help this one tt one nt happy, i help tt one this one nt happy.. i seriously dunno wat to do..
if only sum one appear suddenly to guide me..*hoping*
i noe im in the wrong also! i dunno hw to face u tmr~! i told you sth hope u will do it! im feeling bad i noe im testing u but u guys are best fren! AGRH! idk wat to do!
Wednesday, 27 July 2011
, 4:07 pm
i cant rly understand myself,, i feel lik a free maid to u! im tired of being me.. y m i always gt bullied by u? isnt us her fren why is it always me helping her..i have my injuries n i didnt complaint at all.. u always give me face! i seriously cant stand it anymre! cant u c me?! im nt transparent neither i dont have feeling...cat u guys jus spare a tot for me?! is it so diffcult? i also want 2 b lik ppl who can express out their feeling n their will always be sumone dere for u! i rly want this kin d of life! i hate being myself at times. i always understand tat when u help a person, its from yr heart nt to gain any repay! but i dun want any repay..i jus want mre concern lik hw other ppl can concern abt me! i want it! isnt wat u as a fren shld play this part? then always me playing it!
2day korkor is leaving! have a good flight pls come back alive in one full piece!
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
, 8:04 pm
i hate to not exp hw i feel out..
whenever im nt happi or angry or sth i have to cover it.. why?
hw i wish i could exp it..
Wednesday, 13 July 2011
, 5:41 pm
i cant believe it had been 16yrs and my mum stil dunno wat kind of person m i n wat i tinks.. is it rly tat hard to understand me?
mummez thx for the advise but i stil can do it.. this time rd i tink im stil nt use to you not bside me.. i kind of think mre often.. i hate it 2day saw u so many many many times by accident.. haz..
Thursday, 7 July 2011
, 5:42 pm